When Death Do Us Apart…

Flash back to those beautiful memories, perfect conversations, genuine exchange of emotions and some captured moments.   Déjà vu… Déjà vu of these painful incidences, surrounded by those pictures over and over again but, every time a different face.   Years pass by, a lot of beautiful spirits are flying to where they belong. It…

Our Care is Nothing But an Illusion

  Why do we care so much but rarely get the same care we think we deserve? Or just some of the simplest acts we wish for in return? It is because people are selfish or is it because our own care is the one which is selfish? We look at others as if we…

Caffeine at Night

Sitting at 8:30pm, enjoying my hot coffee in a cold winter night thinking to myself, “caffeine makes me alert, it will definitely make me sleepless tonight.” However, my enjoyment with this magical cup overcame my worries. Indeed, that night I suffered from insomnia that made me terribly tired the next morning. It took me ages…

#WordsAreGifts

Suddenly it’s December and another year is almost over! I hope someone out there has achieved this year’s resolution! Few years ago, one of my resolutions was to always talk positively and tell people what I or others think about them and to only spread positive and faithful words. Yes words have a powerful effect,…

Falling in Love by Human Instinct

Falling in love is enchanting, it is following your heart. All you see is beauty, your lover is like sunshine, you always want to be there, to protect and hold. Your lover is your strength, love keeps you alive, it keeps your heart beating, it meld your broken pieces, it gives you hope. Love is…

One long post about the 2 sides of Love

When someone hears about “relationship”, there are two different perspectives. First one, the “fairytale” and the “love in the air” idea. Second, hurt and heartbreaks. Let’s dig deeper, behind those two contradictions of “I hate you, I love you” song by Gnash, the two sides of the so-called love, can always be surprising. What are these…

Because We Can’t Control

Life is complicated, you know why? Because we don’t control it, we actually can’t and we will never be able to.   Life is complicated because we can’t control the future. We are scared of change, scared of the unknown. We are scared of letting go.   Life is complicated because we can’t control others….

My Journey with Writing

Today is my final day in 30 day blogging challenge with Sarah Arrow, so I wanted to share my journey with writing out loud. I have always had this passion of expressing my thoughts and feelings with writing. I used to write in my diaries, on papers, in notebooks, on my phone… Anywhere! Every time…

This Monster

  It drains you bit by bit, it absorbs your energy. It blinds your mornings, it keeps you up all night. It gives you bad dreams, it is the nightmare. It makes you scared, it haunts your days, it takes away your focus. It stirs up emotions, strong unwanted emotions. It makes you feel unsafe,…

The Beginning behind the Ending

People are always eager to find it out. They always search for it, always passionate to know it. It is thrilling, it brings curiosity, it is the unknown, it is: The Future. Countdowns are what we wait for. We get excited, we wish, we dream… We get distracted by our goal that we forget our…

Nothing will break the cycle but sacrifice

“Joe: Then I saw it. I saw a mom who would die for her son. A man who would kill for his wife. A boy, angry and alone. Laid out in front of him, the bad path. I saw it. And the path was a circle. Round and round. So I changed it.” This is…

She was preciously pure and purely precious to “Someone”

She was young when she first knew goodbyes. Her support left her long time ago. She thought she grew stronger but it wasn’t true. A void was engraved inside her heart, it needed to be fulfilled. She never knew what was right and what was wrong. She rebelled sometimes. She was beautiful but she was…